At what point did it fully occur to you that life was happening momentarily?
That decisions had no trial periods and once you’ve made your choice, you’ll have to live through the next hour, day, month in its effect? And even if there were a test-run period, whatever would happen from it, would also have passed time in life and wouldn’t be edited or cancelled out.
That each and every one of us has the exact time frame in space, so collectively, our days do not happen in batches, or in acts and scenes. Individually they occur sequentially, but as a people they occur concurrently, making our singular decision(s) capable of altering another person’s day(s) or life. Your life is happening at the exact moment as the next person.
That ultimately, you are responsible for your actions, whether or not you had a hand in whatever decisions you are having to live through presently.
That doors may open, and opportunities may come, but they may not be your opportunities to accept, or your doors to pass through.
That being conscious of the present, aware of the past and concerned about the future don’t really add up to making decisions easier. It doesn’t at all.
That at some point, you’re just on your own in thoughts, trying to arrive at a safe, sound and agreeable option…
At what point did you first decide and go, “Oh, This is what I should do!”